Sunday, March 27, 2016

Unboxing Video + Youtuber!!

Hey guys, it's been a while since I last posted, but I've been busy IRL, so I've had no time to blog, really sorry >~< but I've been trying to be active in my IG, so you guys can check what's going on in my life there :) you can see my links in the contact tab, so just go there if you want, of course =] 

Also, in my latest IG pic, you can see that I've mentioned an unboxing video that I've posted on youtube. Yes. I am joining the youtube world! I'll try to be as active as I can, but being a new youtuber, and being inexperienced, that will be quite hard, but oh well XD

For my first youtube video, you can view it down here↓  


Hope you guys like it besides the epic amateurness of it :)

xoxo

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Notice me Senpai! ios/android app

So recently, I started playing this game called "Notice me Senpai" on my phone, and it's kind of like Neko Atsume, but instead of collecting/seeing different cat breeds and the like, it's senpais.

The funny thing about this game is that you don't really do anything and may find it boring, I found it quite addicting, when I literally do nothing (oh well, there are a lot of games that have those kinds of effects lol) but anyway, throughout the days, this post will be updated several times so that I can place in the other senpais I come across. So far, I only have these ones;


         

         

         
  
         

         

         


Alrighty, so as of this post (without the edits), out of 23, I have 9 :)


I'm going to probably put up a sidebar notice where you can see the update of my senpai list. It will look like this → 9/23 and did anyone notice how Drama Club Senpai looks like a mixbreed of Oikawa, Kashima, and Hori-senpai??? XD

That's it for this post :3

xoxo  

Saturday, March 12, 2016

[Fanfic] Broken - Chapter 3

Rating: Mature 
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
Relationship: Aomine Daiki/Kise Ryouta
Characters: Aomine Daiki, Kise Ryouta, Kuroko Tetsuya, Kagami Taiga, Akashi Seijuurou, Midorima Shintarou, Murasakibara Atsushi, Seirin High (Characters), Kise's family, Original Character, mild mention of GoM pairings
Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mpreg, Drama, so much drama tbqh, Slow Build, angsty, Alternate Universe, Pack Dynamics, Slice of Life, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Slow Romance, where kiseki + kagami are rich bastards, smut will come, but in a while, Mild Gore, Anal Sex, really slow build tbqh, oh well, Knotting, Possessive Behavior, mature!aomine, pottymouth!kise????, i think, age gap, kise has commitment issues, maybe???, overprotective kagamicchi and kurokocchi
Language: English
Series: Part 3 of the Kingdom of the Fallen series
Summary: Nine years ago, Kise would have preferred to die along with his family, but what if he finally finds the reason for him to continue on living?


Chapter 3: Reveal

Kagami crossed his arms. “You’re only five years older, Daiki. I do not fall under the ‘brat’ category, for your information.”

The name made Kuroko’s eyes widen. Daiki? Aomine Daiki?

“Tetsu…” his thoughts were interrupted by the red head who had whispered to him that he looked up to meet his fiery red eyes. “Did you not know about this? I was wondering why the clothes line sounded so familiar. It’s Daiki’s.” He shook his head. He was so sure that Momoi Satsuki, the woman who came in with Aomine Daiki was the head of the company because she was the one who handled every paper work and all, and she was a beta, so he had no problem with Kise working with the company.

That was a miscalculation.

In the four years that Kise has worked as a model, knowing his identity as a Fallen, and about the tragedy, Kuroko has always made sure that Kise wasn’t exposed to any alphas due to the fact that said tier of the hierarchy have shady businesses that include forced breeding, and a forced breeding with a fallen omega, which are endangered beings, confirms one child being born with extraordinary powers which will be a good boost to the father. Kuroko didn’t want Kise to be used as a baby maker at such a young age, so he’d been very cautious in picking the agencies they signed, as well as the people they would be working with.

This? This, he did not expect.

First, he was misled that the head of the company they were currently working with had a female beta, second, the actual head was Aomine Daiki, third, the head is Aomine Daiki, and fourth, well…the head is Aomine Daiki.

Aomine Daiki who is known as one of the most prominent alpha figures in Japan. How on earth does Taiga know such a man?

As if answering the mental question to himself, Kuroko’s mate was finally standing straight and stepped aside to reveal Kuroko and Kise. “Tetsu, this is Dai—Aomine Daiki. My older cousin.” Kuroko’s eyes widened. Cousin? Aomine Daiki is Taiga’s cousin?

Kuroko gaped at the new knowledge and grabbed hold of Kagami’s cuff with one hand and pulled the taller man down. “Then shouldn’t you have voiced what you thought so I could’ve looked into it?” the shorter of the two gritted his teeth and felt the younger man behind him tremble. “Then can you please tell him to calm the fuck down? He’s scaring Ryouta-kun with his Alpha going all over the place.” Kagami shifted his eyes and turned to the smaller man behind Kuroko, whose small hands clenched a part of Kuroko’s suit. He smiled warily and patted Kise by the hand. “Sorry, Ryouta.” With that said, Kagami turned and placed his hands in his pockets. “Daiki,” said older man had been talking to Momoi. “Hnn?” He grunted at his red headed cousin. “Can you, like, you know…” Kagami glanced at the staff and most of them had either this ‘pleased-that-there’s-an-alpha-and-I-want-to-have-his-babies’ look or this ‘please don’t kill me’ look, indicating that his cousin had indeed let his pheromones amok and by the looks of the after effects, he’s let a lot of his pheromones amok. Their alpha pheromones didn’t usually have an effect on fellow alpha’s and it would usually just be felt by alphas when their alphas want to prove who the stronger of the two is, so Kagami didn’t feel any of the effects, just the initial alpha showdown. “Tone it down?” he finished, and his cousin looked up at him with this exasperated look then realized what Kagami had been talking about and clicked his tongue. “Sorry ‘bout that. Just that you were in the building and I’ve had this pent up energy from going to millions of meetings and just doing paperwork that I wanted to have a showdown.” A sigh from the older man. “Only to find out that it’s the little brat.” Aomine’s trademark smirk appeared and Kagami just stared at his cousin. “I am in no way little Daiki, and you know that.”

The older man whistled and gestured in between his legs. “Of course you aren’t, Taiga.” Kagami made a disgusted face and waved his hand. “Don’t be a pervert at work Daiki. It’s unprofessional.” That made Aomine snort. “I don’t need lectures about professionalism, brat.” The redhead replied with a roll of his eyes and noticed that most of the people had left their state of trance and had gone back to what they were doing previously before Aomine Daiki and his pheromones arrived, though they still had a slight tint of flushed cheeks.

Kuroko’s death grip on his cuff had also eased and he turned to see his lover comforting the still trembling Kise. Poor Ryouta. Kagami thought and joined in too comfort the young blonde. Of all times to encounter another alpha besides him, it’s when said alpha had his pheromones on full blast.

“Really sorry, Ryouta.” He whispered gently, his hand stroking the smooth bob. “My idiot cousin wouldn’t have let loose if he didn’t sense me.”

“Who you callin’ an idiot brat?” his cousin whined and Kagami turned his head to him. “You. YOU.” He replied, pointing at the bluenette. “You didn’t even consider the people who would be working here.” But of course, Kagami wasn’t surprised when all his cousin did was reply with him Americanized way of shrugging. “”msorry, alright? I just want to let go of all this energy and I thought a duel with some alpha would do me good.” He pointed at Kagami. “But then all of a sudden said alpha was you, so,” he shrugged again. “Can’t do anything about that, can I bud?”

Kagami rolled his eyes again. “Well, sure.” He said. “But look, the kid Tetsu’s taking care of is terrified he isn’t even reacting.” Kagami gestured at the figure in Tetsu’s arms.

Aomine blinked at the other bluenette and the bob of blonde hair could see and shrugged once more and turned back to Momoi with what they were discussing. “That’s not my problem. The kid probably just wanted to please me.”

“Daiki—”

“Excuse me.” A blur of blue trailed from beside Kagami and suddenly appeared in front of Aomine.

Kagami realized too late and as he was about to reach for his lover, there was a loud slap that echoed in the room. “I apologize for my rudeness, but that was uncalled for.” Kuroko said as he set the hand that slapped an alpha.
The redhead could feel the tension rise when it seemed as though he heard everyone’s breaths being held in as if once someone breaths out, they’d be attacked or something. “Taiga,” the older alpha interrupted Kagami’s trail of thoughts and he looked up to see his cousin glaring down at his lover. “What on earth is this mutt of yours thinking when he slapped me?” As Kagami was about to explain, he saw Kuroko’s other hand that indicated him to shut his mouth, which he did.

When he didn’t get a reply from his cousin, Aomine hastily turned to Kagami, who was then busy whispering stuff to the blonde. The fuck does he think he’s doing?

“Call me all you want,” he heard the smaller man in front of him say. “But never insult Ryouta, who has done nothing wrong. My Ryouta is not like those omegas that powerful alphas like you seek out every night and enjoy their bodies with. He is inexperienced. I have made sure that he never,ever, met alphas, Taiga as an exception, so that he wouldn’t feel the one thing I’ve been trying to protect him from, and this pain stems from alphas.” Kuroko raised his eyes to meet up with a pair of deeper blue than his that were burning with anger and it’s actually a surprise that he’s still standing in front of an alpha like this man because hallelujah, he was still standing. He steeled his gaze because despite the fact that he was scared and all he wanted to do was hide behind his mate and cuddle, it was Ryouta’s pride on the line, and he didn’t want to endanger it. “The scarring hunt that happened to that child and his family nine years ago. In Kyoto.”

By then, the glare that he had been gifted with by Aomine Daiki completely disappeared and it turned into a look of pure shock, and this time, the older man’s eyes weren’t on him anymore. Following his gaze, Kuroko noticed that his eyes had fallen on Kagami…well, it wasn’t really his lover. But the eyes of the alpha in front of him was now staring at Kise.

“…na.” Kuroko heard a mumble and turned to Aomine again, whose eyes widened like saucers. This time, he saw the man take a whiff at the air, and for some reason, Kuroko thought that if it was even possible, Aomine’s eyes would poke out of its sockets and continue to widen.

“Reina!” this was an exclaim after Kuroko saw Aomine inhale so much of the air and was surprised when the latter hastily ran to his lover and Kise. Not sure what was about to happen and still way of the older alpha, Kuroko rushed after him.

“It’s going to be ok—!?” Kagami had been trying to comfort the teenager when he was yanked from him all of a sudden. Just as he was about to get up and scold the person, he came face-to-face with an Aomine holding onto both of Kise’s shoulders. Kagami was about to open his mouth but saw the very intense look on the older man’s face. “Daiki?” he asked, but said man seemed to not have been paying attention to him because he received no reply, so he decided to turn to Kise, who in turn had his eyes wide open as well.

Aomine felt his cousin’s alpha rising and growled at him, eyes dilating. “Keep it down, brat. This is between him and me.” The former turned back his attention at the young boy in his arms and sniffed the air around him. “Reina…” he whispered. “How are you related?” his tone sounded desperate, and Kise couldn’t help but respond towards the look of anguish in the man’s eyes. “She,” he started, biting his bottom lip as he felt the hands on his shoulders dig in deeper. “is my sister…”

***

[TBC]

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Saturday, February 27, 2016

[Review] Fire Emblem Special Edition Package

Hey guys, Taiyo here with another review post :) This time, it's about the latest release from the Fire Emblem Series, which is the Fire Emblem Fates, and not just that, but this is a review about the Fire Emblem Fates Special Edition. Yep. The Special Edition. This one ↓



So okay, first of all, this version of the game is HELLA HARD to get. Like seriously. I lost all hope to get this, but the people have there have been kind enough to give me an opportunity to be able to buy this versionon launch day. Best Buy and EB Games (Canadian Game Stop) would run out of stock from the range of 2 minutes to 2 hours everytime they had a restock, and there were some other places where you could get them in Canada besides Best Buy and EB Games, such as some Microplay Stores in Quebec and of course, Amazon.ca, which is where I was able to buy my copy. At first, I wasn't too sure whether I should buy it from them because I looked up some people who were able to get it from Amazon, and apparently, theirs had the boxes and some parts of the artbook damaged, and since it was my first time to buy a Special/Limited Edition, I wanted it to be at a hundred percent, and when it arrived, 2 business days later (launch day was in February 19, 2016), I got my copy in a yellow bubble wrap package. 


(Please don't mind the duct tape because this side of the package had my personal info in it, so...yeah) I was really worried about what state it would be when it came to me, and THANK GOD that it reached me at a hundred percent state. It came to me in perfect state, as you can see from the first picture. There was no dent or whatever on the box, as well as the products inside. So inside the package, was of course, the promised art book that had very, very, VERY beautiful pictures, and the character profiles were very detailed, as well as the scenic views of the game looked very realistic as well, another thing inside was a pouch that had 2 different pictures on each side. One side had the main cover of the Special Edition box that had both families on each side with a My Unit representative while the other side had the whole map of the game, and finally, the game itself. The front of the game case have your birth family on it, while the back of the case had your adoptive family, and behind the cover/back photo, there's the very same picture of the Special Edition box cover. It's a really repetitive picture, but I don't really mind, since I won't be carrying the whole box around with me, right? 

But anyway, here's a picture of the whole box as well as its contents. 


I've been a fan of the Fire Emblem Series since 2005, when I started playing my first ever version of the series, Fire Emblem: Rekka no Ken, more commonly known as just Fire Emblem. I don't know why it was named so simple from the series it belonged to because it's not even the first version, but yes, the first game I ever played was the 2003 release of the Series. Ever since I played that, I was hooked, and from then on, I've been playing the preceding series. 

And that is it for this package review, if any of you guys want me to go more in depth about the game, just comment below :)


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Thursday, February 25, 2016

[Fanfic] Broken - Chapter 2

Rating: Mature 
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
Relationship: Aomine Daiki/Kise Ryouta
Characters: Aomine Daiki, Kise Ryouta, Kuroko Tetsuya, Kagami Taiga, Akashi Seijuurou, Midorima Shintarou, Murasakibara Atsushi, Seirin High (Characters), Kise's family, Original Character, mild mention of GoM pairings
Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mpreg, Drama, so much drama tbqh, Slow Build, angsty, Alternate Universe, Pack Dynamics, Slice of Life, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Slow Romance, where kiseki + kagami are rich bastards, smut will come, but in a while, Mild Gore, Anal Sex, really slow build tbqh, oh well, Knotting, Possessive Behavior, mature!aomine, pottymouth!kise????, i think, age gap, kise has commitment issues, maybe???, overprotective kagamicchi and kurokocchi
Language: English
Series: Part 2 of the Kingdom of the Fallen series
Summary: Nine years ago, Kise would have preferred to die along with his family, but what if he finally finds the reason for him to continue on living?

Chapter 2: Connections

With a sigh, Kise flipped the blankets of him and sluggishly got up and headed for the bathroom and turned on the water to fill the tub and as he waited for it to fill up, he slowly stripped each thin layer of clothing and as he did so, Kise looked at the scars that cover his body, though not that much, he knew that it was the front of a much dreaded story.

He cringed at the thought, because on his back is a huge scar that starts from his right shoulder blade to right below his lower back. Makeup could cover it when they needed shots of his back, but how much he wished it would disappear forever with the makeup, if only it could.l


Another sigh and he finally stripped off all his clothes and closed the faucet and s
owly got in the tub.

The silence of his home wasn’t really something welcome to him. In all honesty, Kise hated the silence. He felt like something was going to attack him or something.

Just like that night.

Kise shook his head and cupped a handful of water and splashed it on his face and managed to finally relax, his back resting against the tub. Memories of the past still running through his mind, and he was too tired to push those thoughts aside that he just let them run amuck.

He didn’t know how long he’s been in there, and how long he’s been asleep, which he just realized when he opened his eyes. Kise raised his hands from inside the water and saw that it has turned pruney, which indicated that he had been there too long. Reluctantly, he got up and reached for the towel that was neatly folded on the bathroom shelf, that was right beside the tub step, just to wrap it around his waist then reached for another towel to dry his hair with and then got out, walking to the other side of the tub to push a button in order for the water to drain and left the bathroom.

Flipping the light switch when he entered his room, Kise turned to the same wall clock that he sees every morning and saw that it was already 3:25. Good thing the studio he was working in today was just a ten minute drive from his condo.

When he was headed to his closet, there was a knock on the door, and knowing full well who it was because of his scent, he didn’t bother to hastily put on any clothes like he usually would when he had guests over and padded towards the door and opened it.

The guest was a man with a big build. His fiery red eyes contrasted with his two-toned hair of red and black, the latter being the bottom color.

“Good morning Kagamicchi.” Kise said and turned away from the door to head back to his closet.

There were a few people that Kise trusted enough to be this comfortable with, and the man currently in his home is one of them.

Kagami Taiga a.k.a. Kagamicchi to Kise, is Kuroko’s lover and a Liger alpha crossbreed.

And as if on cue, his phone rings. “Kagamicchi, can you answer that? It’s probably Kurokocchi.” With a light grunt, the former took off his shoes and headed towards Kise’s room, taking the phone from the night stand and answered the phone.

“Hey Tetsuya, it’s me.” The red head said warmly.

“Ah, Taiga, you’re there?”

“Yup, and I think you were right, he was rather pink when I came.”

Kagami turned to Kise and saw the younger of the two look at him with a questioning look. “Tetsuya thought you fell asleep in the tub again, that’s why he sent me here a bit earlier to check on you.” He answered and Kise pouted at that. “I was tired from last night’s shoot.” The red head smiled and ruffled Kise’s wet hair. “Well, that pout won’t do you any good, young man. So hurry it up and change already.” The latter huffed and did as he was told while Kagami continued to talk to his lover.

The relationship Kise’s manager and his lover had was something he wanted for himself, but he couldn’t see him having it, to be quite honest. What Kuroko and Kagami had sprouted from their deep connection back in high school when they both joined their team’s basketball team and joined the nationals and all, and their relationship has remained strong for the past nine years, and it’s still growing stronger.

After a few minutes of shuffling through his closet for clothes, Kise saw that his phone had been put down and he looked up at Kagami. “Hey Kagamicchi,” he started with the older of the two putting his hands in his pockets and turning to him. “Hmm?”

“What was Kurokocchi’s first heat like?” the question came out of nowhere that all Kagami could do was stare at Kise like he grew another head or something. “What kind of question is that all of a sudden Ryouta?” Kise simply shrugged. “Just wondering~” the younger laughed at how red the older of the two got. Though the man was seven years older than him and of course had an air of maturity, there were times were he reacted to things so innocently that Kise found it so adorable. “Kurokocchi makes sure I strictly follow the schedule for my heat suppressants ever since I started having my heat months, and the omega models around me were talking about their heat months, cramps and all the like, so I got curious.” He ended with a shrug.

He felt Kagami’s eyes linger on him a while before he heard a reply. “It actually came at the worst time ever.” That got Kise’s attention from gather his things as he was finally done changing. “It came during a game and both he and I were subbed out for the rest of the game. He wasn’t my mate that time yet, but I promised to help him get through his heat period so…” Kagami scratched the back of his neck. “But yeah, we’ve been together since then.”

“I hope to find a relationship as strong as yours and Kurokocchi, Kagamicchi.” Kise said without thinking and he could feel his cheeks heat up when the older man started chuckling. Kagami reached for his hair, which was drier now, and ruffled once again. “No need to rush kiddo. You’ll find your mate soon.”

Kise nodded at that and looked around his room, trying to see if he forgot anything. “Let’s go?” he asked when he decided that he was finally ready, and he looked at the clock that it was 3:40, twenty minutes before he was late. “Alright, we must be on our way.” Kagami said and turned to leave the room. And exit the house with Kise in tow.

***

Kagami and Kise had arrived at the studio five minutes early and Kuroko had welcomed them and guided Kise to his make-up artist so that he can start getting set up, and after at least forty-five minutes of preparation and clothes fitting, the shoot commenced.

“You know,” Kagami started as he and Kuroko were watching the shoot from the side. “Ryouta started asking about your heat months for no reason at all.” The latter turned to him with a blank look. “Why would you talk about dirty stuff like that to an seventeen year old, Taiga?” he questioned and hit his lover lightly, whilst the other started chuckling silently as to not disturb the shoot, but then the playful look disappeared as he turned from his lover towards the model with a serious expression on his face. “And he’s started mentioning about love and stuff.” Kagami gestured between him and Kuroko. “Like what we have, he said.”

Kuroko stared at his mate and then at the young man he considered like a younger brother. “Ryouta’s growing…” he said silently and Kagami looked at the blue haired man and smiled then wrapped an arm around his waist, pulling the shorter man closer, who in turn snuggled against the taller of the two.

“Kagami-san, Kuroko-san, can you tone it down a bit?” the photographer said with a laugh. “We don’t need your pheromones going all over the place, especially yours Kagami-san! Your alpha’s showing.” That made Kuroko blush and pull away hastily with Kagami laughing all of a sudden and turning his alpha down. Everyone in the room laughed along and Kuroko turned to the blonde model, who looked back at him and smiled, which Kuroko returned with a smile as well.

All smiles suddenly disappeared all of a sudden and everyone in the room fell silent, except for Kagami, because this feel was something he was used to. In the room, he was the only alpha, basically the strongest among the people present, and majority of the people working were betas and omegas.

However, there was new presence, and this has almost everyone cowering and growing silent, but Kagami’s alpha started to emerge that he had to bare his fangs. Even Kuroko had to stand behind his lover. “Another alpha is coming.” Kagami muttered and Kuroko nodded as everyone turned towards the door.

Kuroko mentally smacked himself for forgetting something so important.

Turning towards the middle of the room, he waved a hand, waiting for Kise to notice him, who indeed saw his slight movement, and Kuroko motioned for him to go with Kuroko and Kagami. Kise, Kuroko noticed, was trembling.

This was the first time Kise was in the presence of another alpha besides Kagami, and this alpha had an overwhelmingly heavy presence. This is probably due to the presence of another alpha in the building, i.e. Kagami.

The blue haired man had to hastily approach Kise and pull him away from the set and stand behind Kagami.

“Kurokocchi, I’m scared…” Kise seemingly found his voice and Kuroko felt bad for the younger. He took his hand and gave it a squeeze. “Don’t worry Ryouta-kun, we have Taiga, alright?” this had Kuroko stroke Kise’s hair with his other hand and pull Kise closer to him.

The door opened and in came a group of three people with one person in front, and from the formation, the man in front was the alpha, and for some reason, did Kuroko feel Kagami relaxing? He looked up and saw that his lover had indeed relaxed, his alpha slowly disappearing and said man was starting to stand straight, a smile plastered on his face.

“You think you’re so smug just because you’re older than me?” he had a playful tone addressed towards the alpha newcomer whose sunglasses covered his eyes, so Kuroko couldn’t really tell what his expression was, but his lips said so otherwise. He had one corner of his lips turned upward, a smirk. “Yo, brat,” the navy haired man said, pulling his sunglasses down. “It’s been a while.”


***

[TBC]
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Thursday, January 28, 2016

[Fanfic] Broken - Chapter 1

Rating: Mature 
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
Relationship: Aomine Daiki/Kise Ryouta
Characters: Aomine Daiki, Kise Ryouta, Kuroko Tetsuya, Kagami Taiga, Akashi Seijuurou, Midorima Shintarou, Murasakibara Atsushi, Seirin High (Characters), Kise's family, Original Character, mild mention of GoM pairings
Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mpreg, Drama, so much drama tbqh, Slow Build, angsty, Alternate Universe, Pack Dynamics, Slice of Life, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Slow Romance, where kiseki + kagami are rich bastards, smut will come, but in a while, Mild Gore, Anal Sex, really slow build tbqh, oh well, Knotting, Possessive Behavior, mature!aomine, pottymouth!kise????, i think, age gap, kise has commitment issues, maybe???, overprotective kagamicchi and kurokocchi
Language: English
Series: Part 1 of the Kingdom of the Fallen series
Summary: Nine years ago, Kise would have preferred to die along with his family, but what if he finally finds the reason for him to continue on living?

Chapter 1: Memories
“Ryouta, do not look back!” 

The urgency in his mother’s voice had brought out a stinging sensation in his eyes, and that was when he realized tears had started to stream down his face. What he was experiencing right this moment was not what he thought would have happened when his day started, which also happened to be the last day where he saw his mother, father, and sisters. Alive.
 
*** 

His golden eyes opened in urgency as he rose from his sleeping position. His back popping on the wrong places that he had to rub some spots in order to ease the soreness. This was the eleventh day he’s had that dream. Wait, scratch that. This was the eleventh day he’s had that nightmare. The same nightmare that has continued to haunt him for almost nine years now. 

“Kaa-san…” his voice barely a whisper and throat raspy. He looked up at the wall clock that had been illuminated by the barely there moonlight coming from the small gap between his blinds. 

2:45 AM. 

Who even wakes up at this ungodly hours?
You do. A voice at the back of his head said, which he didn’t bother to rebuke, because one; that voice was right, and two, he was a model. Models work at the unhealthiest times of the day and all he could do was sigh as he thought about it. 

His thoughts were interrupted when the small device on his night stand started blinking in the dark. Knowing full well who it was, he didn’t bother looking at the screen and simply pressed the phone against his ear. “Good morning, Kurokocchi.” 

"Good morning Kise-kun.” The person on the other line said. 

“So…” Kise thought for a bit, rubbing the sleepiness away from his face. “What time is it today?” 

A light chuckle from the receiver. “5 o’clock. But they need you there by 4 because since it’s a new line of clothes they wanted to test all the new clothes before you do the photo shoot.
All of them? “And how many would that be?” 

There was a slight pause as Kise heard shuffling paper from the background. “Around thirteen sets.” 

Kise gaped and stared at the darkness in his room. Thirteen? What? I know it’s a lot even for you,” Kuroko had answered, as if reading his mind. “but they really wanted you to model all their clothes. I’m actually here at the studio now and in my opinion, I’d want to see you in all of them Kise-kun.” 

“What, you’re already there?!” the blonde couldn’t help but exclaim. “Holy, Kurokocchi, it’s fucking 2:45 in the fucking morning. Why on earth are you already there? Who on earth is even there? Doesn’t the preparation start at 4?” 

Kise could’ve sworn he knew that the other man shrugged. “Well, the director of the company, the photographer and the designer of the new line wanted to discuss some of what we’re doing today.” 

“Oh my gosh Kurokocchi, I love you and I really appreciate all that you’ve been doing for me, but you should take care of yourself sometimes too.” 

A snort. “Tell that to me when you do the same, yeah?” 

This time, Kise couldn’t help but laugh. He really did love his manager. Not in a romantic sense, of course. In fact, if they indeed did have a relationship, it would be the kind that would definitely fail with 120%. The first reason was, they were both omegas. They belonged to the class of the chain that was mated with, not mated by. Their omegas would not allow themselves to mate with other omegas, they want either an Alpha or a Beta, who would be the only people that would ease their need during their heat. Though Kise didn’t really like thinking about the very reason he lost his family, the thought ran by with a grim feeling. 

Kise was what one would call a “Special” omega. He wasn’t sure about a class the same as his among the Alphas or the Betas, but Kise is classified as a “Fallen” omega. Fallen omegas are those few omegas that have the appearance of an Alpha, but have omega traits. Kise’s mother, Kise Setsuna, was the reason why he’s considered a Fallen, but the thing was, though being a Fallen was special in itself, his mother was even more special. Not only was she considered the strongest among all the Fallen, she was an Alpha Fallen. So basically, she’s a fallen, an omega with the physical look of an Alpha, but then she so happened to have alpha traits as well. 

To summarize the whole explanation, Kise Ryouta is part of the Fallen Royalty, and happens to be its only prince. Him being a fallen was the reason why he lost his family. Kise grimly remembered that fateful day nine years ago, the day his kind were hunted. 


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[TBC]
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Monday, January 18, 2016

Cosplay Line-up and some other updates :)

Sooo, lol, yes, I know I'm new to cosplaying, but you know what they say, the best always started down, right??? (I think there's another kind of quote with the same meaning, but oh well XD) but yeah, I'm still trying to get used to all the makeup and the wig wearing, as well as setting up all the sewing equipment I need for my cosplay, oh, yeah, I'm new, yes, and I can buy my first cosplay, but I decided not to because 1) they're expensive. I know there's of course cheaper versions, but the materials used for every cosplay will be questionable, so I decided to simply create my own, because I get the measurements I want, and I can modify it easily :), and 2) they're expensive. \(^0^)/ 

But yes, I just want to list my cosplay lineup for this year (or the next 3 years tbqh):

1) Hiiragi Shinya - Owari no Seraph (fem. version)
2) Hyakuya Mikaela - Owari no Seraph (fem. version)
3) Hatake Kakashi - Naruto (fem. version)
4) Queen Ismaire - Fire Emblem 8: Sacred Stones
5) Mishakuji Yukari - K Project
6) Ren (Rhyme Version) - DRAMAtical Murder 
7) Ren (Casual/Resurrection Version) - DRAMAtical Murder
8) Hyakuya Yūichirō (Seraph Version) - Owari no Seraph (fem. version)

List will be updated every now and then...when I find more people I want to cosplay XD
 
Oh, and I now have an IG

Instagram - hanatsukitaiyo

If you want to know what the first part to my IG username, that's well...one of the 2 kingdoms in the newest Fire Emblem game, and I just liked that version better than the other one (though I think I'm going to cosplay someone from the kingdom of Nohr or whatever, but I'll still think about it XD) 
 
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